Father’s Holy Deed and Son’s Obedient.

16/5/2010

today witness God’s deed. the morning when i got up its gloomy. after breakfast i read indoor. then shifted to front yard of my dad’s old house to read when it turned clearer. soon some kids in the village visited me. i treated them with animation online. when some of them asking for games, i let them playing pc games on my notebook. then more children or students arrived&gamed, let the front yard noise and happy. after forced them left when i felt enough, i prepared recent photos, and posted them with God’s help against China surveillance, which failed me for more than an hour when i fought alone. a cute girl accompanied me when i succeeded posting to picasaweb. i shown her and later other girls their photos on my album online. when they started to game, i rested or tutored them to master computer mouse they first time used. they tried 3 games, and reluctant to give up. i soon brought my camera to haunt the village’s front plaza, where again empty, likely most residential busy with indoor gambling. i shoot some photo of water, one of my favorite theme, then visit my elder brother’s home, where i shot more scenery pictures. mother asked neighbor wives to buy pork, and still preparing dinner when i returned home. i rested in my dad’s old house’s back yard. its a long time before mother served dinner, and when i started to eat dinner, some evil neighbor wives gathered to watch the coming drizzle driving my mother indoor. but i insisted to finish dinner in drizzle. when i finished first bowl of rice with some marvellous dishes, the drizzle stopped. i felt God’s bliss and exchanged one or two sentences with a neighbor wife for glad seeing the rain favor us. then a more serious drizzled suddenly arrived, mother rushes to collect dishes and moved to house to evade the drizzle even i insisted and finished my dinner in the drizzle, which wet my suite’s shoulders. God don’t alert me with precaution, but i know i do the right things any time. in peace, i shifted the table, which only left a dish by my failed mother, to our house after my last suck of rice wine several weeks ago elder sister bought me, and went outside lavatory to make water. the drizzle stopped almost at once. i chatted in dad’s front yard with neighbor wife and her son about a new game i got late afternoon, and invited the kid even i knew he wouldn’t join for the failure and hostile from his demon family. then i sang in open air till mother let me doing cleaning for night. the matter in the dusk is clearest God’s deed. for the sinful neighbor wife, just behind my dad’s house, is a Buddhist. she worshipped a puppy Buddha in her room facing our kitchen. dad, God, u shown killing and all why this dusk.
its all right when i watching TV. but mother felt at a loss, and tried to challenge me by sat parallel to me on my bed watching TV. i know her struggle against me, till she retreated in her claim for sleep. God, u sees i never response for any sins in the world of human.

benzrad’s tweets&comments in May 12-16,2010

{May 12, 2010} mercy in Heaven.

read in front square of dad’s house after sky turns clearer. received the visiting aunt. dirt challenged, also from the front dark house owner, and drizzled awhile, let me shift working space indoor. mother babbled while doing sewing with neighbor wives all afternoon. i enjoy reading&download. post lastest blog to myspace. eldest brother, the demon captured, invited me to partake his shrimps&bird meat. i refused. the son of dark house owner joined. mother attempted to mimic, suggested cooking me a chicken, i irritated&refuted. watched awhile local TV news. talked to baby son in air. his mom still in school near 8pm, while his grandma attending there. it drizzling again now, for cleansing&healing.

{May 12, 2010} the coldness or even deadly indifference among Chinese society, kills innocent Chinese every second, and no cure.
the ethic of modern China, esp. communist China, sinks into the darkest in China history. the cop/bureaucracy/machine dog system all among the social tissue smothered any humanity of hope. only God of Christian saves China, after the reformation of backbone and in the monstor’s corpse from its ruin quite soon. China republic, is totally a premature, an abortion of the sin of seduction by Russian Red. http://amplify.com/u/5ykv

{May 13, 2010} God blesses.
rained likely all night. but wind let the ground now almost dry. the air so fresh, and the nearby mountain so green and living, let me sang&recited poems. evil eldest brother attempted to hurt me. it drizzling again now. enjoy douban.fm, on which last night i fav quite some albums manually.

{May 14, 2010} an average busy day.
read all day. dozed awhile when i rest on long bench in front yard to avoid the noise of neighbor wives babbles. help the mother, a disable elder, of neighbor. talked with Masheng all day. demo family album, including her daughter, to the wife of the ditched neighbor house. tried to chat with baby&his mom online, but soon forced down, like China surveillance broke between.

{May 15, 2010} lightened by young lives.
dreamed of college alumni. a pale morning, cold when sat&read online. somebody hurt around me, but God’s shine forever incomparable shiny. read while neighbor wives babbled near my back door, including the sinful neighbor husband. i roamed awhile to evade dirt. then girl children&students, also including boys, visited. i treated them with animation online, later girl students played pc games. they left lately. i haunted the front village with my camera, shot some folks, some of them interested by my shooting. shown them their photos. dined in back yard. watched TV before surfed. ema chatted with me when she wired, and a nice talk.

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village children and students played pc games on benzrad, my notebook.
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granddaughter of my elder brother.

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Add comment May 16, 2010 benzrad

a wet morning in balance.

a pale morning but the drizzle blesses. blogged weather of change for holy. read latest blog http://benzillar.livejournal.com/308436.html http://amplify.com/u/3ucg

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first rain, a bliess from my Japanese Queen, Masheng, in lunar 2010

30/3/2010

first spring rain in 2010.^last night i enjoy music, esp. Jolin Tsi's songs, after 11pm. the full moon still very bright. in the night i slept sound but woke up by rain drip on the roof. some time after 8am i got up to see the rain. its a small rain, but i guess very valueable for peasant. the cloudy sky still let me doubt, but i m assured its a blessing day.

here my web comments yesterday:

Benzrad Zhu  

Re: http://bit.ly/cIF4xY @merriemarie what obtained from robber, what lost in shame.

Benzrad Zhu  

Re: http://bit.ly/9UiPyT @merriemarie its can terrified Chinese cops into bone chill if it occures in China mainland. really awesome to see such a social affair.

Benzrad Zhu  

Re: http://bit.ly/axSMGX @merriemarie nature response. hope China mainland sooner sees the spectacular.

Benzrad Zhu  

RT @merriemarie The Most Amazing Chapters of American History Were Written in the Last Seconds Before Midnight http://bit.ly/cMLg8e“Dependency, unemployment, economic contraction, and socialist politics are a perpetual-motion engine of national decline.”
the author obviously serious about the change and its result in nowadays US, and hold strong the conservative American value. that’s quite on the point.

Benzrad Zhu  

Re: http://bit.ly/8ZCiry @merriemarie profound precaution which should be treated seriously. Obama can’t evade the probe of American soul guardian.

end of socialism China mainland.

without religion’s help, Chinese hard to live with modern culture, in which Chinese traditional faith nothing but a failure. world belongs to Christian. without the Christian culture and social structural changes, world, esp. China, no way to stand in the merit of modern era. China, had to shift to new land of belief. that’s its fate in new millennium.

Clipped from blog.tianya.cn

香港人际关系冷漠 母亲与孩子一起自杀频发

这些案件的共同点是涉案人员的孤立感。研究人员普遍认为在携子自杀案中,家长感到没有值得信赖、可以托付孩子的亲友。“在香港,比邻10年却互不相识是很正常的事。”叶兆辉说。虽然社会和心理健康工作者被要求密切关注家有幼童的窘困家长,但专业的救助却解决不了深层次的问题,而且其功用远远无法与强有力的人际支撑网相比。“香港拥挤不堪,”叶兆辉说(香港的人口密度最高时超过了5万人/平方公里),“人与人之间的物理距离非常近,但是心理距离极其遥远Read more at blog.tianya.cn


From first rain in lunar 2010
From first rain in lunar 2010
From first rain in lunar 2010

for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically.


QRRS Dorms after rain.

street after rain.

full moon.

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Add comment March 30, 2010 benzrad

first rain, a bliess from my Japanese Queen, Masheng, in lunar 2010

30/3/2010

first spring rain in 2010.^last night i enjoy music, esp. Jolin Tsi's songs, after 11pm. the full moon still very bright. in the night i slept sound but woke up by rain drip on the roof. some time after 8am i got up to see the rain. its a small rain, but i guess very valueable for peasant. the cloudy sky still let me doubt, but i m assured its a blessing day.

here my web comments yesterday:

Benzrad Zhu  

Re: http://bit.ly/cIF4xY @merriemarie what obtained from robber, what lost in shame.

Benzrad Zhu  

Re: http://bit.ly/9UiPyT @merriemarie its can terrified Chinese cops into bone chill if it occures in China mainland. really awesome to see such a social affair.

Benzrad Zhu  

Re: http://bit.ly/axSMGX @merriemarie nature response. hope China mainland sooner sees the spectacular.

Benzrad Zhu  

RT @merriemarie The Most Amazing Chapters of American History Were Written in the Last Seconds Before Midnight http://bit.ly/cMLg8e“Dependency, unemployment, economic contraction, and socialist politics are a perpetual-motion engine of national decline.”
the author obviously serious about the change and its result in nowadays US, and hold strong the conservative American value. that’s quite on the point.

Benzrad Zhu  

Re: http://bit.ly/8ZCiry @merriemarie profound precaution which should be treated seriously. Obama can’t evade the probe of American soul guardian.

end of socialism China mainland.

without religion’s help, Chinese hard to live with modern culture, in which Chinese traditional faith nothing but a failure. world belongs to Christian. without the Christian culture and social structural changes, world, esp. China, no way to stand in the merit of modern era. China, had to shift to new land of belief. that’s its fate in new millennium.

Clipped from blog.tianya.cn

香港人际关系冷漠 母亲与孩子一起自杀频发

这些案件的共同点是涉案人员的孤立感。研究人员普遍认为在携子自杀案中,家长感到没有值得信赖、可以托付孩子的亲友。“在香港,比邻10年却互不相识是很正常的事。”叶兆辉说。虽然社会和心理健康工作者被要求密切关注家有幼童的窘困家长,但专业的救助却解决不了深层次的问题,而且其功用远远无法与强有力的人际支撑网相比。“香港拥挤不堪,”叶兆辉说(香港的人口密度最高时超过了5万人/平方公里),“人与人之间的物理距离非常近,但是心理距离极其遥远Read more at blog.tianya.cn


From first rain in lunar 2010
From first rain in lunar 2010
From first rain in lunar 2010

for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically.


QRRS Dorms after rain.

street after rain.

full moon.

See and download the full gallery on posterous

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end of socialism China mainland.

all shits of Chinese most notorious hungry predator, bureaucracy. common Chinese live in danger of being eaten everyday for thousands years, that’s why Chinese grossly so docile and shabbily cheap&cheating. but in this century, the people of China will see its light under God’s shine, secure and free, for God sees the innocent among sinful Chinese, for the coming improved modern society, for the glory of freedom of western culture esp. in America. for the endangered spice of handicapped Chinese in enduring and hard working, like Chinese peasants. http://amplify.com/u/3sgq

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Chinese lost in the failure of its traditional&native belief.

without religion’s help, Chinese hard to live with modern culture, in which Chinese traditional faith nothing but a failure. world belongs to Christian. without the Christian culture and social structural changes, world, esp. China, no way to stand in the merit of modern era. China, had to shift to new land of belief. that’s its fate in new millennium. http://amplify.com/u/3sgg

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blogging after threats from dark sector.

a bright new workday morng. God lets me post my life again. see more freedom in balance. read latest blog about last week’s reuniting with baby son. http://benzillar.livejournal.com/307427.html http://amplify.com/u/3sa6

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a week reserved for watching.

28/3/2010

a week at watch.^this week i almost kept mute, abiding God's rule, and in favor of my girl zhou. it has been 2 days in sequence in brilliant sunshine, let me enjoyed flying with breeze so far. yesterday i visit baby as he lets, reinstalled his favorite game, "Cloudy.with.a.Chance.of.Meatballs", and some new games just got from web. when i arrived, he was writing his homework, and asked me to play the game on my own while he watched aside. he likely a bit reluctant to be attracted or immersed in the game. so cute&understandable child. he surely sensed the heavy load of competent among nowadays Chinese education. he is just can't be more smarter. after i finished games' setup, he started to play games. his mom, emakingir, cooked us remnant of their last meal, lamb chops, and its real lamb chops i almost first time ate, and really satisfied me. when i busy with backup dvds, fine tuned family sites' bookmarks against China surveillance, baby was brought by his mom haunted outside for sunburn. baby accepted my camera. baby's mom, emakingir, reluctant to shot photos, and indeed shot some photos in which baby's image all small. after they returned, i introduced new feature extension of google browser, chrome, to ema, and she gladly shown interest on domestic microblogs, even promised digging on them coming years. i then went to shower and haircut, both let me relaxed. bought baby sugar gourd&icecream. the grocer talked about deposit for their baby's higher education, which let me assured no one on the earth more glorious or richer than my baby son, warrenzh, owner of domain warozhu.com, Hope of China, God of Universe. when baby eating the gourd while watching animation online, i held him on my laptop and exchanged our view on Heaven, family duty, and our bandage. i at a rush to prepare leaving, but exact the moment with baby on my laptop, i felt the world so peaceful and boundless rich. on way to bus stop, God let me take taxi to return my dorm, and 2 taxies just porting on the bus stop which is empty. the taxi i picked equipped with a powerful audio system, which let me phrase it to the driver. in the restaurant i haunted several times recently for Chinese food, esp. rice, i was served a Japanese bean curd. the little restaurant changed owner, while the cook was remained. i promised to taste its new feature dish, fried ducks' heads, next time.

this morning i got up around 9am, went to office at once. China surveillance sniffing my surfing more closely, any sites i visited need twice refresh before it appears. google was blocked but sometimes working again. baby's desktop strangely can't play online movies, but soon resumed to work when i directing baby's mom how to diagnose the problem on the phone. after the only meal near 4pm, i haunted outside for last sunshine of the day, also brought some orange for birds in the dorms area. the early spring urges more leisure people outside for refreshment. the full moon these days appears earlier than usual, assured me more closer my task here to my destiny. after i settled in dorm and started to log expense, God let me know i can blog again to satisfy my beloved, as well as my job here on the earth. its really lovable moment these days in a week.

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baby son, warrenzh, 朱楚甲(http://facebook.com/zhuchujia ), Hope of China, riding in Qiqihar southern park.

baby son, warrenzh, 朱楚甲, talked with his mom, emakingir
, in southern park at noon.

the full early moon, from view on QRRS main road, near benzrad's office.

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sunny day in idle, a rich experience.

the last snow melting in this a bit boring bright noon. cared download which help me kill time. baby said brought outside for sunburn by his mom. their Internet troubled, and upset our baby son. they reach out me but gave up later upon my prescription. now time for lunch. God sees how i was contented by the sunshine.

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